When I lace up my skates to go and either play hockey, or to go work a game no matter what level, it is the most calming thing ever. Sure there are players wanting to fight and kill me and a puck that goes 80+ mph that could easily hurt if you get hit by it and skates and sticks that are sharp enough to cut and do permanent damage. Nothing ever crosses my mind when I’m out there, other than the game itself, and that is why I love doing it.
Yet tonight, you were the only thing I could think about for the whole time I was on the ice. I even threw someone out and a minute later I have no idea what he did to make me throw him out of the game. Nothing ever has crossed my mind, not even when I got a new car, or wanted to be somewhere else, NOTHING, but you somehow did…
Way to fucking much. I think about something so much that I don’t even know it will happen, yet i want to rehearse what to do when it does happen because i have already fucked up so much this is one thing I want to get right, not even for my sake, for hers.
Don’t have much time for sympathy
But it never happened to me
You feelin’ down I don’t know where i’ll be when you come around
And now it’s time to make a choice,
And all I wanna hear is your voice…” —Unwritten Law- Seein’ Red (via movieslivewithinme)
Ass and titties just came on my ipod, Good times.